Outside

I want to be outside, in the sun, feeling the heat,
Running - stretching my legs, feeling the wind.
Not yawning, indoors, facing a screen,
Not staring, bored, calculating strange numbers.
I haven't climbed for a year, or run,
I haven't been to a dojo for 2 years, except once.
I need exercise, I need to move, I need to be free
But here I am, stuck with assignments, exams.
Stuck stuck stuck stuck stuck stuck stuck
stuck stuck stuck stuck in a rut.